Liberation Through Knowing the Mind
“Therefore, O Ananda, be ye lamps
unto yourselves.
Be ye a refuge to yourselves.
Betake yourselves to no external
refuge.
Hold fast to the Truth as a lamp.
Hold fast to the Truth as a refuge.
Look not for refuge to any one beside
yourselves.” – The Buddha
“Why have
you come, my son?”
“Guru, I have
come to clear my mind of its confusion. When I wander for too long in Sangsara
I become confused.”
“My son, the
problem lies not in your mind, or in Sangsara, but in your identification with
your mind. To know your mind, you must separate yourself from your mind.
Come, sit
with me, watch your mind, and by watching your mind you can separate yourself
from it, and by separating yourself from it, you can know it, and by knowing
it, you can realize your true nature.
To know
yourself—to know your mind—is to know The Mind, and to know The Mind is to
experience Nirvana. ”
“Seek within thine own
self-illuminated, self-originated mind whence, firstly, all such concepts
arise, secondly, where they exist, and lastly, whither they vanish.
“This realization is likened to a
crow which, although already in possession of a pond, flies off elsewhere to
quench its thirst, and finding no other drinking-place returns to the one pond.
“Similarly, the radiance which
emanates from the One Mind, by emanating from one’s own mind, emanates the
mind.
“The One Mind, omniscient, vacuous,
immaculate, eternally, the un-obscured Voidness, void of the quality as the
sky, self-originated Wisdom, shining clearly, imperishable, is Itself the Thatness.” – The Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation, edited by Evan-Wentz
“Guru, when
I am here in your presence, the excellence of your teachings reminds me that
my life in Sangsara is a dream, but
then, when I leave here, my life again takes on the appearance of reality while
you and your teachings takes on the appearance of a dream.”
“You are
describing the state of duality, duality exists in the mind, but non-duality, at-one-ment, is the nature of the mind.”
“Nothing save mind is conceivable.
“Mind when uninhibited, conceives all
that come into existence.
“That which comes into existence is
like the wave of the ocean.
“The state of mind transcendent over
all dualities brings Liberation.
“If the mind is not known, all
practice of good and evil results in nothing more than Heaven, or Hell, or the
ever revolving Wheel of Sangsara (births and deaths).
“As soon as one’s mind is known to be
of the Wisdom of the Voidness, concepts like good and evil cease to exist.
“Even as in the empty sky there seems
to be, but is not, a fountain of water, so in the Voidness there is neither
good nor evil.
“When one’s mind is thus known in its
nakedness, this Doctrine of Seeing the Mind Naked, this Self-Liberation, is
seen to be exceedingly profound.
“Seek, therefore, thine own Wisdom
within thee.
“It is the Vast Deep.” – ibid.
“What is the difference between the
Sangsara and Nirvanana?”
“The difference is that between
Ignorance and Wisdom.” – Ibid
“Guru, when
I watch my mind I observe that there is automatic thinking, automatic feeling,
and some kind of awareness that sees them both. It is very much like watching a
movie. I sit in the theater and watch the images and hear the sounds of the
story. I am moved to feel happiness and sadness. The more I watch and listen,
the more engrossed I become until I lose all awareness of myself sitting in the
theater.”
“Yes my son,
it is as you say. But what is it?”
“Is it all
Sangsara?”
“Wherever
there is distinction, there is duality; wherever there is duality, there is
Sangsara.”
“Mistake not, by not controlling
one’s thoughts, one errs.
“By controlling and understanding the
thought-process in one’s mind, emancipation is achieved automatically.
“In general, all things mentally
perceived are concepts:
“The bodily forms in which the world
of appearances is contained are also concepts of the mind.
“The quintessence of the six classes
of beings is also a mental concept.
“The happiness of gods in
heaven-worlds and of men is another mental concept.
“The three unhappy states of
suffering, too, are concepts of the mind.
“Ignorance, miseries, and the Five
Poisons are, likewise, mental concepts.
“Self-originated Divine Wisdom is
also a concept of the mind.
“The full realization of the passing
away into Nirvana is also a concept of the mind.
“Misfortune caused by demons and evil
spirits is also a concept of the mind.
“Gods and good fortune are also
concepts of the mind.
“Likewise, the various perfections
are mental concepts.
“Unconscious one-pointedness is also
a mental concept.
“The color of any objective thing is
also a mental concept.
“The Qualityless and Formless is also
a mental concept.
“The One and the Many in at-one-ment
is also a mental concept.
“Existence and non-existence, as well
as the the Non-Created, are concepts of the mind.” – Ibid
“Guru, it is
all so clear when I look at things through your eyes.”
“My son, you
must learn to see through one eye—the
One Eye of unity that opens when the two eyes of duality close. Eyes see only
what is in the mind; they appear to look out when in fact they reflect what is
within. When within and without disappear, then the One Eye opens.”
“There being in this yoga nothing
objective upon which to meditate, how can one, without having ascertained the
true nature of mind by meditation, assert that mind is created?” - Ibid
“Guru, when
I look inside my mind I see three categories of uninvited thoughts—thoughts
that attempt to figure things out, thoughts about things that need to be done,
and thoughts about all nature of desires.”
“My son, is
the content of your three categories ever in the present?”
“No Guru,
they are always reflections of the past and projections of the future.”
“And what is
always in the present?”
“My breath.”
“And yet, my
son, the mind in its immaculate state knows no distinctions such as past,
present, and future. That is why it is said, ‘There being in this
yoga nothing objective upon which to meditate...’”
“And yet you
counsel to know the mind?”
“There is an
old Sanskrit saying, ‘When a problem comes to a man with a
troubled mind, it is like carved into the stone, but when a problem comes to a
happy mind, it is like written on the sand.’ It would be a mistake to not attempt
to know the mind, yet it would also be a mistake to believe that one can know
the mind with the mind, for, is it possible to jump over one’s own knees?
Self-deception is heavy and leads one to the state of suffering; knowing that
one is not-knowing is light and leads to the state of happiness—still, even
these states are false, dualistic, and evaporate like dreams that never were,
when the One Mind is known.”
“Guru, is
that why the monks always seem to be happy, always laugh a lot—is it because
they do not succumb to the urges of the false mind?”
“They are
trained to watch and to act without attachment. They are trained to recognize
the projections of all dualities as false.”
“The unenlightened externally see the
externally-transitory dually. The various doctrines are seen in accordance with
one’s mental concepts.
“As a thing is viewed, so it appears.
“To see things as a multiplicity, and
so to cleave unto separateness, is to err.” – ibid
“When one seeks ones’ mind in its
true state, it is found to be quite intelligible, although invisible.
“In its true state, mind is naked,
immaculate; not made of anything, being of the Voidness;
“Clear, vacuous, without duality,
transparent;
“Timeless, uncompounded, unimpeded,
colorless;
“Not realizable as a separate thing,
but as the unity of all things, yet not composed of them;
“Of one taste, and transcendent over
differentiation.” – Ibid
“My son,
observe that monk standing by the threshold of the temple; what is his
principle physical trait?”
“Guru, do
you mean his eyes?”
“What about
his eyes?”
“They seem
to be open very wide, almost protruding from his face.”
“And, what
does that suggest to you?”
“It looks
like he is very interested in everything.”
“My son, in
the temple there is a large statue of the Buddha; have you ever noticed its
eyes?”
“Guru, if my
memory serves me right, the Buddha’s eyes are half open.”
“The Buddha
is depicting the state of balance between the internal and the external. What
is your experience?”
“When my
eyes are closed I experience the thoughts of my mind. Sometimes I am the
witness of those thoughts—like when I am practicing the technique of
mindfulness; sometimes I am absorbed in those thoughts—when I lose the practice
or when I am not practicing at all.”
“And when
you open your eyes?”
“When I open
my eyes, the outer takes over and I no longer see my thoughts. I respond to
them, but they are invisible—my body acts according to their prompts.”
“And do you
discriminate between thoughts and feelings?”
“Yes, I see
them as two different things. Feelings seem to attach themselves to certain
thoughts.”
“Which
thoughts?”
“Thoughts
that are important.”
“What makes
some thoughts seem more important than others?”
“The
thoughts that are concerned about health, wealth, and safety seem most
important.”
“My son, are
you not speaking of Sangsara?”
“Unless one knows or sees the natural
state of things and recognizes the Light in the mind, release from Sangsara is
unattainable.
“Unless one sees the Buddha in one’s
mind, Nirvana is obscured.
“Although the Wisdom of Nirvana and
the Ignorance of the Sangsara illusorily appear to be two things, they cannot
be truly differentiated.
“It is an error to conceive them
otherwise than as one.
“By not taking the mind to be
naturally a duality, and allowing it, as the primordial consciousness, to abide
in its own place, beings attain deliverance.
“The error of doing otherwise than
this arises not from Ignorance in the mind itself, but from not having sought
to know the Thatness…—from not having sought…—from not having sought…
“Seek within thine own
self-illuminated, self-originated mind whence firstly, all such concepts arise,
secondly, where they exist, and lastly where they vanish.” – Ibid
“The bad news is you’re falling
through the air, nothing to hang on to, no parachute. The good news is there’s
no ground.” – Chogyam Trungpa
“There being no duality, pluralism is
untrue.
“Until duality is transcended and at-one-ment
realized, Enlightenment cannot be attained.” – The Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation, Evans-Wentz
“So my son,
many years ago I was invited to a talk by our most esteemed teacher, Chogyam
Trungpa. The talk was supposed to be on the subject of meditation. I remember
clearly when he walked into the room. It was some time after his automobile
accident—he walked slowly with a noticeable limp and used a cane. There was a
heaviness to his walked that exceeded his handicap and his size. It was like an
elephant walking into the room. I could almost see the wooden floor bend under
his footsteps.
“When he was
seated before us he began to speak. He spoke about this and that, but never
mentioned the word meditation. His voice seemed to come from a space outside of
his body. He allowed us to ask questions and I remember a young man asking him
about eating meat. The young man said he didn’t eat meat, but understood that
Chogyam Trungpa did eat meat.
“Trungpa
replied that he did eat meat because he enjoyed eating meat. He asked the young
man why he didn’t eat meat. The young man answered that he couldn’t say why he
didn’t eat meat—he had no philosophy about it, no feeling of right or wrong,
spiritual or otherwise, he just did not want to eat meat.
“Trungpa replied
to him, saying that his reason, or more appropriately, his lack of reasons for
not eating meat, indicated that the young man was not eating meat for all the
right reasons—that to not eat meat because one felt that doing so was
spiritual, or good, would show attachment, and that attachment was bondage, and
in bondage was heavy karma that keeps one bound in the suffering of Sangsara.
“After about
an hour, Trungpa still had not even mentioned the word meditation or, in
anyway, instruct us in meditation, and I began to realize that what was
happening was that he was creating the state of meditation in the hall, and
that he was playing the role of Enlightened mind in the process.”
“Guru, what
did you learn from this experience?”
“Trungpa
listened to all the questions and responded in an open and clear way. He was
never impatient and never judged any question as being more or less
appropriate, more or less spiritual. He appeared to remain impartial and
involved. What I learned was that mind continues to work, thinking, figuring,
deciding, asking questions… In meditation we should not become impatient with
our thoughts and not attempt to drive them away. If a thought calls for a
response we should respond to it as Trungpa did to us, in an open, clear, and
non-judgmental way, involved but not attached. My son, that is what I learned.”
“All hail to the One Mind that
embraces the whole Sangsara and Nirvana,
“That eternally is as it is, yet is
unknown,
“That, although ever clear and ever
existing, is not visible,
That, although radiant and
unobscured, is not recognizable.” – Ibid
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